The Sunshine

The sunshine hurts my eyes and it’s hard to keep in them wide open. I’ve been staying for two days in my bed and I’ve just came out of it. It’s beautiful to keep in bed with your eyes shut imagining I have another life as if I were another person… If I had other feelings… sometimes it’s difficult for me to deal with some many sensations. My mood changes constantly. Now I’m sad, then I’m worried, relax, enthusiastic… I don’t know how to do it. So many feelings…
Now I feel overwhelmed… so many voices, laughs… and I just wanna close my eyes and hear the silence. I wanna be alone…
I cover my eyes with my hands, but the sun is shiner than it was before and still hurting my eyes. The pain doesn’t go… will it go someday?