Exams

I’m just about to sit for an exam. Well, in fact, I have two subjects from second year waiting for me. I was quite disillusioned about myself for still having those subjects. I was supposed to get my degree this year and I was also supposed to be teaching training at the last year of my career, but here I am…
The anxiety is enormous. I can’t wait to be finally tested. Just God knows how much I hate to be tested. My routine changes every time I have an exam. I can’t sleep very well, I eat everything I find eatable and my hormones are crazy; my mood changes all the time and it’s not easy for me to deal with it. I’m afraid to fail. I don’t want to fail. Damn it… if I could avoid them. Some times I’m too confident and I tend to believe I’m invincible, and there are times in which I feel disappointed about myself and I think I will never achieve my aims. I feel like I’m walking on a rope and I’m afraid to fall. I’m always afraid of that…