Noticing that my winter break is coming to an end, I can’t avoid the feeling of desperation for delaying with all the stuffs I was supposed to do during this time.
I know I have to practice for the English language’s make-up test (‘cause I’m pretty sure I’ve failed it) and this term I’ll have to deal with extra subjects from third year that are still a sort of burden for me. What is more, I couldn’t finish the teaching practices with my first group and now I have to start with the second one!...I don’t know if particularly is in my case that I’m delaying with everything (‘cause I know I tend to be like that, then I have to manage to face with all the craziness) or my girls are going through the same way. The only thing I know is that in these vacations I have found the peace I’ve been looking for since a while and though I know I’ve delayed in so many things, I feel better with myself, as a human being. Trying to face day by day with fears that appear in every step I try to do and becoming aware of the fact that this second term of the year will be harder than the first one, but the only thing I can do is to try to face it and deal with any conflict with a smile. I don’t want paranoia reign in my world these days.
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