Wednesday, March 4, 2009
My last entry =(
I´m just about to finish my portfolio and this is my last piece of writing that I need to complete my fifty entries so as my neurons are already slept and my creativity has been exploited, I have nothing else to say but THIS IS THE LAST ONE!!!
Questions
NAME: Carolina
AGE:26:(
COUNTRY:Argentina:)
PETS: A cat called Brian,that never stays at home,1 German Shepherd called Tommy and that I love him, and a little black dog called Nico,which if weren’t for my mother I wouldn’t have realized he was a boxer :S
FRIENDS: I don’t have a million of friends(as the song says) but I love them very much and I thank God for each one of them.
CAREER: I’m on the road to become a teacherJ
MUSIC: I liked listening to music...I think it is one of the most pleasures in life
FOOD: well, What can I say?? I love food in general
LOVE: My family, friends and don’t expect me to give any name =P
And weel,that’s it...I don’t have enough time to think about more questions. Next Time I’ll think about much more questions.
AGE:26:(
COUNTRY:Argentina:)
PETS: A cat called Brian,that never stays at home,1 German Shepherd called Tommy and that I love him, and a little black dog called Nico,which if weren’t for my mother I wouldn’t have realized he was a boxer :S
FRIENDS: I don’t have a million of friends(as the song says) but I love them very much and I thank God for each one of them.
CAREER: I’m on the road to become a teacherJ
MUSIC: I liked listening to music...I think it is one of the most pleasures in life
FOOD: well, What can I say?? I love food in general
LOVE: My family, friends and don’t expect me to give any name =P
And weel,that’s it...I don’t have enough time to think about more questions. Next Time I’ll think about much more questions.
Losing my fears
For many years I have had a sort of burden on my shoulders. Something huge that didn`t let me be happy. But as the time went by, I met people who became my friends and somehow they helped me to overcome those fears.
Now I feel much more confident with myself and I know that I can count on them whenever I need it. I really thank God for giving me the opportunity to live my life again and to have such great people as friends with me.
Now I feel much more confident with myself and I know that I can count on them whenever I need it. I really thank God for giving me the opportunity to live my life again and to have such great people as friends with me.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Wondering about...
Wondering about all those things that
could happen in my life.
Wondering about all those wishes
that are just about to come true.
Wondering about those feelings
that don’t want to come to light.
Wondering about the desire
that is present but somehow wants to hide.
could happen in my life.
Wondering about all those wishes
that are just about to come true.
Wondering about those feelings
that don’t want to come to light.
Wondering about the desire
that is present but somehow wants to hide.
Paco
Last Friday I was waiting for the bus at the bus stop just to three blocks from my house and a little child (perhaps he was seven or eight) with reddish eyes came close to me.
I thought he was going to steal my bag ‘cause he has his eyes fixed on it and I think he would have done it but if it weren’t for one of my neighbors who saw what was going to happen and he stayed there with me( which I appreciate it for that). When he stood up right there next to me,the child just went away. Then an elderly woman arrived to the bus stop and started talking to me she told me that child was high and that he had been consuming paco.She told me he was 7 years old and that his parents didn’t pay him attention (which seemed to be rather obvious). When I asked the old lady how she knew the child was using that kind of drug, she said ‘because my neighbours sell it and I had seen him buying that stuff there’. Just as if she were talking about sweets and cakes!.
Now my question is,what do the goverment and these children’s parents are waiting for? It is known who are the people who sell and traffic thins kind of drug so why doesn’t government take into account these things? Children die everyday for the high toxicity that leads consumers to lose their minds.
And their addiction has taken them to robber,steal or even to kill people in order to get some money to afford the drugs. This situations is unbearable and harsh laws should be applied to fight with this.
I thought he was going to steal my bag ‘cause he has his eyes fixed on it and I think he would have done it but if it weren’t for one of my neighbors who saw what was going to happen and he stayed there with me( which I appreciate it for that). When he stood up right there next to me,the child just went away. Then an elderly woman arrived to the bus stop and started talking to me she told me that child was high and that he had been consuming paco.She told me he was 7 years old and that his parents didn’t pay him attention (which seemed to be rather obvious). When I asked the old lady how she knew the child was using that kind of drug, she said ‘because my neighbours sell it and I had seen him buying that stuff there’. Just as if she were talking about sweets and cakes!.
Now my question is,what do the goverment and these children’s parents are waiting for? It is known who are the people who sell and traffic thins kind of drug so why doesn’t government take into account these things? Children die everyday for the high toxicity that leads consumers to lose their minds.
And their addiction has taken them to robber,steal or even to kill people in order to get some money to afford the drugs. This situations is unbearable and harsh laws should be applied to fight with this.
Friendship
To be honest, I don`t have hundreds of friends, but I appreciate with all my soul the few ones I have. It`s fummy how I met each one of them. For some reason those encounters happened and I love each one of them. I have thousands and thousands of anecdotes and I keep them in my soul.
Going out for a drink or staying at home to drink mate...anything can be an excellent excuse to see them. A couple of weeks I met a group of boys who are great people and that I already consider them my friends. It is nice to make new friends and they are welcomed to my world. Having wonderful friends as I have is one of the best things that happened in my life.
Going out for a drink or staying at home to drink mate...anything can be an excellent excuse to see them. A couple of weeks I met a group of boys who are great people and that I already consider them my friends. It is nice to make new friends and they are welcomed to my world. Having wonderful friends as I have is one of the best things that happened in my life.
Trapped
Trapped in my dreams
and in those nightmares
that come from time to time.
Trapped in my mind
and in all the thoughts
that I want to left behind.
Trapped in your lips
and in all those kisses
that made me lose my mind.
Trapped in my heart
and in all those feelings
that came just to change my life.
and in those nightmares
that come from time to time.
Trapped in my mind
and in all the thoughts
that I want to left behind.
Trapped in your lips
and in all those kisses
that made me lose my mind.
Trapped in my heart
and in all those feelings
that came just to change my life.
Honesty
I can’t believe there are people who can’t say the truth and there are also people who do not want to be told the truth. I don’t know what is worst. Sometimes I wonder why it is that happens and till now I haven’t found any answer. Maybe they don’t want to say the truth to not hurt anybody or it could also be that they’re not courageous enough to say it. In the case of people who prefer not to be told the truth, it could be that they don’t want to face it. They prefer to be told lies than to face the reality. They live in a world of lies and it is incredible that many of them can live with that. Well, I think it is really sad to know that.
Monday, March 2, 2009
Tired of who she is when she is with him
It’s incredible how a person can change the life of another one and yes, she has to admit it, the first time she met him was while she was chatting with some frinds online. As she is not quite a nice person(not even online), when he asked her whether she had a boyfriend or not, she answered ‘no,but let me guess, now you’re going to start telling me nice things just because am I single? C’mon, you don’t have to’ and he just laughed and told her she seemed to be one of those people who immediately know what kind of people they’re talking to.
Months have passed and they met for the first time. It was quite nice to meet someone like him because since the very first moment they saw, they got on well each other. She has to admit it. She knows she’s not an easy going person. Her best friend says she has a special personality but she knows that means she’s someone difficult to deal with. Just a few people have the ability to deal with her and he is one of them. She also has to recognize that despite of being ten years alone and having the idea of being a single woman forever, she couldn’t help it but to have the illusion of starting something with him and having a relationship.
Complications arrived immediately and came together with confussion. She couldn’t accept to be an option for him and she put an end to what they had. She felt really bad to know that nothing that she thought of would come true.
Besides all that situation, she still was in touch with him and they decided to be friends again (just as they started). From time to time he wanted to talk about them but she managed to let him very clear that there was no ‘them’ anymore and he just laughed. He always says she is not sensitive enough to talk about that kind of things.
Anyway, these last weeks they have been talking about try it again. Well, he wants to try it again but she’s not quite sure about it. They are too different and they have different purposes in life. I mean, he is an incredible person and she loves him very much as a friend. He knows things about her that she could never tell to anyone else. He understands her crazy thoughts and she really feels sure of everything when he’s with her but she doesn’t want to start all over again. But despite of all the things I’m saying now, when she talks to him she feels someone else. It’s like she can’t do what she thinks. She doesn’t want to surrender to him. She doesn’t want him to feel able to manage to deal with her. Don’t ask her why but she just hate that.
Months have passed and they met for the first time. It was quite nice to meet someone like him because since the very first moment they saw, they got on well each other. She has to admit it. She knows she’s not an easy going person. Her best friend says she has a special personality but she knows that means she’s someone difficult to deal with. Just a few people have the ability to deal with her and he is one of them. She also has to recognize that despite of being ten years alone and having the idea of being a single woman forever, she couldn’t help it but to have the illusion of starting something with him and having a relationship.
Complications arrived immediately and came together with confussion. She couldn’t accept to be an option for him and she put an end to what they had. She felt really bad to know that nothing that she thought of would come true.
Besides all that situation, she still was in touch with him and they decided to be friends again (just as they started). From time to time he wanted to talk about them but she managed to let him very clear that there was no ‘them’ anymore and he just laughed. He always says she is not sensitive enough to talk about that kind of things.
Anyway, these last weeks they have been talking about try it again. Well, he wants to try it again but she’s not quite sure about it. They are too different and they have different purposes in life. I mean, he is an incredible person and she loves him very much as a friend. He knows things about her that she could never tell to anyone else. He understands her crazy thoughts and she really feels sure of everything when he’s with her but she doesn’t want to start all over again. But despite of all the things I’m saying now, when she talks to him she feels someone else. It’s like she can’t do what she thinks. She doesn’t want to surrender to him. She doesn’t want him to feel able to manage to deal with her. Don’t ask her why but she just hate that.
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