Saturday, May 3, 2008

I don`t need anything

Accustomed
Wrong
I don’t see the sky
It’s cloudy
You appeared without being looked for.
I didn’t expect to found you there.
Maybe your laughs didn’t have shadows or faces.
That was all I saw.
You lent me a kiss
You lent me calm
You lent me everything I lacked of.
You have the right recipe to make me smile.
And all the time
You know what fears me
You know what I like to be with you.
You stole my body
You stole my soul
It’s now yours the voice which I sang before.
You take my dreams
You leave me wordless
But if I’m with you I don’t need anything.

Saying Goodbye

I have to say that I’m not the kind of person who is very found of the ‘goodbyes’. In fact, I’d say I’m one of those who avoid them. Saying goodbye is always sad because the person who you love is leaving somewhere (perhaps not that far, but leaving in fact). You don’t know when you’ll be seeing them and that is the biggest fear that torments us, to not see anymore that person you’re saying goodbye.
It has happened to me that I’ve always felt uncomfortable of talking about my feelings. It’s like when I start doing it I feel I can’t close that door, and I’m afraid of saying too much things that I’ll regret then. But that’s not the point. I wanna say something else. Goodbyes are seen as the departure of someone to the unknown, but most of the time to something looked for that person. Maybe I dislike the going away of a loved one, but they are not up to me. They’re unavoidable. I just wait for these people to start something new wherever they go. So next time you have to say goodbye to a loved person, think about all the good things that may happen to them once they are away and smile at them, that smile will make them feel better at that moment. Trust me.

She

She was an eleven year old child who was so innocent at her age that she would never have suspected someone so close to her family will dare to hurt her.
Unfortunately, hatred and perversion arrived on her life one day and she never wanted to talk about it. So much sadness, hatred and anger in her life make her the person she is now. She became a person unable to talk about her real feelings and always rejecting to forget her past. Is it possible to let it go?. He was so mean to her that she can’t forget him just like that. Her hatred is so huge that she would like to make his life miserable. She knows it’s wrong but she would like to see him death. A person who hurts a little child should not deserve to be alive.
She finds herself in a constant fight between forgetting her past and move on or keep on wishing some day he pay for what he did.