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Sunday, October 7, 2007
Dellirium
There are people who think they are no one, but they don’t realize they are someone. You are someone if someone thinks about you. Maybe if you’re not sure about it, it does exist a person who thinks about you, who cares about you no matter what. Without knowing it, you may be part of their concerns and somehow you’re being part of their lives. You need to start to learn that it’s not that you’re not important but you don’t give yourself the importance that you deserve. It’s just a matter of making a balance between who you are and who you wanna be.
Thursday, October 4, 2007
Frustration
Tonight I feel disillusioned with myself. I feel like I’m mad with myself. I’m angry. I feel weak. I was supposed to pass that exam (that was my purpose of taking the subject again). Not to fail. I don’t know what happens with me or what is wrong with me. I don’t know if I don’t pay enough attention, don’t follow the instructions and do what I want or what. I feel like I’m not making any improvement at all. I don’t know if I’m so mediocre that I keep myself with the things I learnt and I don’t wanna learn more or I’m so blocked with the latest events that have happened in my life that I’m being quite negative and that negation doesn’t allow me to see the progress. I just don’t know… the only thing that I know is that the constant feeling of being in the same place without move hasn’t gone yet, but don’t get me wrong with this. I know that there are worst things in life. I’m a realistic person and I know there are more important things in life. I know people who are fighting every day for their lives. I’m not going to make such a tragedy of this. My life is not so shallow or so meaningless to make of this a big deal. It’s just that I haven’t slept well these last days and pessimism reign in my world for the moment.
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